explosive head

preference

2008-12-18T22:17:00.005+07:00

Being nervous while meeting our crush is very human
but If I could choose,I wouldn't choose to be human

my big future plan

2008-10-15T00:00:00.004+07:00

I'm a dreamy dreamy boy who likes to dream about my future succesful life (caelaaaah)

and I'd like to post it purposing to motivate myself to fulfill my dreams

1.After graduating highschool,I'm gonna attend Bandung's Institute of Technology academy of Fine Arts and take Visual Communication Design as my major
2.During my study,I will continue my project with my brainstorming friend mr.b' which has been postponed caused by the hella' SMAK5's hecticness(only If he won't have the same hecticness in SMU,Singapore.But i'll find another art and business understanding one,if necessary).
3.(also) during my study I also want to make money from my music talent.I hope that I will be in a jazz band as a vocalist.
4.After graduating my study with cum laude(haha),I will attend Industrial Economics in ITB or Arts Management in NAFA(If I'm rich enough with my business hahaha) and keep my business running.
5.After graduating from ITB or (hopefully)NAFA,I will make my business more well-organized with all the lessons that I will have got.And I will look for some workers to be in my ******* company(sorry for censorning,I don't let people to follow my plan hihi).
6.And I'll look for the perfect partner for me who understands my artsy life *wink*
7.We'll live in a rent house or flat until I'll have much more money to buy my dream house.
8.After having two cute lil kids,I will buy/build a house in Dago Pakar,Bandung with the view of Bandung itself.
9.And I live happily ever after as a graphic designer,employer,and jazz vocalist/musician.In addition,I also will help my pinky friend ms.penny in doing the layout for her fashion magz(that's her dream LOL).

tee hee dreaming about my future is always fun
KEEP ON DREAMING BOY!

loosing my skill

2008-08-15T23:32:00.002+07:00

ARGH

why why why should be like this?

whe I'm learning photography deeper with the colour retouching stuff

I get my skill in designing lost!

some of them disappear when I try to design again

I got my brain blank and nothing to do

argh argh gimme back my designing skills

....

2008-08-11T23:13:00.007+07:00

hoam I'm itty bitty sleepy rite now
but can't stand my hand to blogging
so here I share my previous days

Saturday,9 August
hmm my VG won TFC(Teens For Christ) VG competition,and we were happy enough for hitting the 2nd top
and thanks thanks God for the money.YEAH YEAH WAIT ME NEW LENSE !

Monday,10 August
I was quite enthusastic because me w/ some folks planned to go to my pinky momma's church (o2).
And yeah for the second time I felt so empowered,encouraged,and fortunately "refreshed"(for seeing many hot chicks and young young girls with mature looks,ah sweating haha).and what I got is : "You're wrong to say that freedom is doing anything you want without boundaries and authorities,you do need them to feel the 'real' freedom".After that we ate out at HK Cafe with awesome interior design and high price(for highschool kids) foods.

well,maybe I'm not like the other kids who can often post and tell how fun was their late nite hanging out,how happening was the niteclub,how cool is the newest mall,how crazy did alcohol get them under the influences,how nice are their sacks of new fancy clothes.I seldom(okay,not really often) have those thingy.But for these days,I feel so rich.I'm aware about having good friends who affect me much.About having my talkative parents who make me maturer and more independent(or at least not always depend on anyone).About having talents which is not everyone has(especially for kiddos who always say that I'm just good at singing but dumb at anything else,watch your mouth and see).About having the 'real' life.I feel rich inside,and now I'm enriching myself day by day with everything that makes me a high qualified person.I'm effin' happy for my life,for my world.

aaaaaaaaaa pardon this pointless posting

Heath Ledger

2008-08-06T23:18:00.003+07:00

The one who has caught people eyes for these days in "The Dark Knight"
His character as Joker is terrific,his acting is the bomb
and even he got people attention more than that "Dark Knight"
everyone is like being his fans for these days (and perhaps for a longer term)

and I just knew that drug overdose killed him in January 2008

And this thing got me wondering
that what I watched in "The Dark night" was a wonderful actor who has been dead
yeah maybe you've known this thing and blame me as a sooo basi person,but whatevaaa
I will make an artwork about the Joker's Face,I swear

:D

fail and succed

2008-07-22T21:15:00.007+07:00

do'oh
finally I have time to blog-write
because now at 10:00 pm I'm sitting my ass in front of my computer
and do nothing more than browsing without any purpose
actually I want to share about my days in HK
( which has been sooo basi dan gw ud ga mood ceritanye )
tapi karena hati ini bergejolak dan terbeban klo ga share tentang hari-hari liburan gw
jadi gw post-post foto aje dah (tapi kapan-kapan) *setan malas tersenyum di pundak sebelah kanan*
Jd inti gw nulis blog sekarang ini adalah
gw mw menceritakan membeberkan dan meng-ekspos skandal seks cinta laura
ehem.. sebenernya gw mw membeberkan my holiday list dan berhasil atau tidaknya dijalanin

1.I want to make my own art blog ( or simply called portfolio ).

2.I want to have photo session with my friends.

3.I want to record my voice instantly at wannaB.

4.I want to beg my parents to buy me a new lense for my camera.

5.I want to take a one-week-non-stop web-designing course

6.I want to have a foreign trip.

7.I want to loose my weight (hahaha).

8.I want to make some tie-dye tees to sell out,so I can earn some oney in holiday.

9.I want to change my exaggerated nerd glasses,with the simple one.

10.I want a great class at school,with cool AC,fun classmates,and not-too-strict headteacher.

and the list went like this

1.I felt so bored that made me lazy to do anything that also made me lazy to make a new blog.

FAILED

2.Actually this thingy had almost been realised,took place in Ancol but with some reasons I failed to do it.And guess what,til the holiday ended I hadn't had any.

FAILED

3.No driver,no driving permission,no one have time to take me there.Geez,I think you know what happened next.

FAILED

4.Thanks God for this,My dad and mom bought it for me and even the more expensive one.what a parents' love.

SUCCEDED

5."You have no enough time"said my father.

FAILED

6.Yeah yeah yeahs,It was realized.Like you know.I went to HK and and Shenzhen for the very first time.

SUCCEDED

7.I always want to do it like over and over,but I'm always srewed up with loosing my weight.fuck it off.

FAILED (for the 1000th round)

8.I failed again and again.Many obstacles faced my holiday,Like I couldn't register Kaskus and I didn't have time to go to Mayestik to buy some wantex.

FAILED

9.Without looking for it in Melawai again.I just changed my wayfarer sungaless lenses into the transparent and near-sighted ones.But suck it that it hurts my ears and makes some scuff.anyhow,it's cool hahaha

SUCCEDED (with some sacrifice such as some scuff)

10.I got a half of my new classmates fun.And I also got a quite nice headteacher.But guess what,this class has 2 "warm" AC.It tremendously screws me up,because AC has been made my days since I was an orok.And my headteacher said that it's been a problem for this class since years ago but my school's foundation never been care to change it.*sigh*

SUCCEDED (with forced feeling)

So those are my holiday list with most of them failed hahaha

How's yours?

4 days ago

2008-07-05T02:40:00.003+07:00

I've been in Jakarta since 4 days ago
And til now I'm not in the mood writing this shitty blog
so my trip and photos will be posted later

for my crazy business-mate b'
GIMANA MEE AND RACLE KITEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
TITIK KEMALASAN GW SUDAH TO THE MAX HUAHUA

goodbye

2008-06-27T02:50:00.002+07:00

this blog is no longer updated

(but just for 5 days) hahahah

I leave to Hongkong only about few hours from now

Goodbye Jakarta

again,photos will be uploaded later

How to make those posers awaaaareeeeeeee??!!

2008-06-26T01:47:00.007+07:00

I'm a bit emotional rite now rawwwrrr
Actually I'm Mr.want-to-know-everything
(you can call me Kepo but believe me it's just a bit hahaha)
I like to browse people's profiles in Friendster,Facebook,or Myspace
It's just fun for me to see people's lifestyle
and the lifestyle is a bit shown up by seeing their photos

And I've been so sick seeing the posers in cyberspace
when seeing them,all I wanna do is close the page as fast as I can
They're just dusgusting with their way
these 2 cases underneath are the most used "cool" pose on cyberspace

1
I've seen that many teens are sooo proud to smoke
They think it's so in and they're cool with it
and of course they show the world how cool they are with cigar in their mouth
and type dramatic caption on the cool-smoking-photos
for me,It's OK to smoke ( although I've never been interested with it )
but hey kids,ARE YOU PROUD OF THAT??
that's only a small stick with total toxic in it
just think twice before smoke.

2
Another type is posing in the hype spots
wearing fancy outfit , classy pose , and again
type caption such as "di PIM neh,di toilet SenCy nih,di Kemang neeeh"
or even nastier like "di X2 nueeh,di EMBASSY neh,di PUBLIC gitu deh"
and the nastiest one is posing in your bedroom then wriing caption "Abis dari Kemang gitu deh,or Baru pulang dari SenCY capek hehe,Baju abis pake dari MU cafe neh"
Okay kiddos,not only you who have ever been there
so,stop telling the place and posing like you're the cool kids in town

Gosh,What's trully in their head?
Isn't there any meaningful thing that they can be proud of?

I do know that It's not my right to blame them
but It's only my opinion my very very own point of view
and I wish they changed their dumb pose and caption soon
hahaha no offense anyway !

Again and again I'm failed to sleep early duh!!

my promise

2008-06-26T00:03:00.008+07:00

I've promised to upload my Bandung trip photos
and here they are

My first day
my brother and his girl took me to a pretty nice cafe named IGELANCA
It got this view from the rooftop
yeah I know it's not sooo great

I woke up late and then my brother left me for campus business
okay I was alone but I got insteresting stuff with me
camera with its self-timer
iPod with the playlists
and the-just-found book titled "Whatever you think,Think the opposite"

after had lunch , my brother took me and his girl to jl.Braga
and the photos above are my best shots there
and it've been edited by me

after braga,My brother and his girl had to continue their campus business
and I gotta wait alone at the parking area
and took a meaningless photo with my camera

okay good nite everybody
1 day to go to Hong Kong :D

holiday yet

2008-06-25T05:18:00.007+07:00

hello folks

I'm so mad that I can't sleep till rite now
huah is it insomnia ? Oh I don't hope so

Okay,here I share you about my lil trip in Bandung
last Sunday I was accompanying my Bro to Bandung
He had to do all the campus stuff to take Semester Pendek ( or we call it SP )
So I wouldn't ignore this opportunity to get out from my fucking boredom

I had a short but pretty fun holiday there
I took my own-"living in a crib"-trial at my brother's crib
because actually,I'm about to continue my study in Bandung
and (hope to) live in the same cribs area with my brother
so that time,I tried to adapt with that condition
And It didn't as bad as I think
My brother slept at the empity crib and I slept at his crib
The wind was effin' cold
The bed was prety cozy to sleep on
And there was a Cable-TV and unlimited internet
( but how poor I was,the internet was error when I came )
and also I found interesting book titled "Whatever you think,Think the opposite"
the book is interesting and mind-opening
but well I haven't finished reading it and I forgot to bring it to Jakarta huh!
yeah such a nice package to kill the time alone

I also went to some interesting spot in Bandung with my brother and his girl
and I also took some photographs
huammm I'm not into upolading photos rite now
so hope I'll upload it in the next posting

anw , 2 days later I'm going to Hong Kong with my family
which is my very first time going there
and yeah me and my fam has prepared some things well
and I realized that my mother,my brother,and me are THE TRUESHOPPER
we three have the same Passion
which we really prepare for the wardrobe hahahaha
It sounds really funny right?
Last night we went to SenCy , and today we'll go to Mangga Dua
In the other hand,I also have prepare for the documentary
I'm about to buy new lenses for my freakin lovely camera
I hope the price is not too high.AMEN.

so Hong-Kong I'm coming !

Good morning mate,I think I ought to sleep rite now

p.s. : If you're curious bout the photographs that I took in Bandung
just check my gallery --> deviantART
I've uploaded some of them there

Angelic Voice

2008-06-21T15:19:00.007+07:00

A litlle 7 years old cute girl named Connie Talbot from Britain
She absolutely amazed me while watching her on youtube
Actually I've known her since months before , but I forgot to post her video on this posting

So here we go
He joined a talent contest called Britain's Got Talent and this is her first audition
( fyi she was 6 that time )

Amaaaaazzziiing,isn't she?
She made Simon commended her (as we know how mean he is)
Yeah she does have angelic voice
so pure , clean , and pitch

And in May ( I don't really know the date )
She was invited to a show in Taiwan
And she sang "You Raise Me Up" with a blind lil girl as the pianist
Oh Gosh that's so heart-touching
You should watch and listen to it and all your body will get goosebumps as I did haha
See that video underneath

wow she's sooo cute huh? I really want to hug her haha
The (sorry to say) blind pianist also adorable
and Connie also has angelic heart
that's what I like from (some of) lil kid
their heart is still white as snow
so you can see more about Connie on youtube

:)

Waktu yang tak terasa

2008-06-13T11:55:00.003+07:00

Entah kenapa gw merasa kelas XI ini cepat sekali berlalu
Lebih cepat daripada gw di kelas X ( walaupun sama-sama satu tahun)
gw merasa ada yang kurang pada hari terakhir gw di XI sos 1
gw merasa blom pas aja waktunya untuk selesai kelas XI
Menurut gw , gw blm terlalu kenal deket sama semua penduduk XI sos 1 tanpa terkecuali
Gw belom merasakan ikatan kuat sebagai sebuah kelas ( atau keluarga ) seperti gw kelas X

Yaaa... mungkin karena kesalahan gw sendiri
Gw terlalu sibuk dengan segala rutinitas sekolah maupun di luar sekolah
Gw cuman puas-puasin main sama yang itu-itu aja
Gw merasa punya lingkungan eksklusif di dalem kelas
Gw terlalu sibuk keluar masuk pelajaran
Gw merasa asik dengan dunia gw sendiri

Sekarang ini pada pukul 11.45 gw menulis blog ini
Dimana saat-saat ini adalah saat istirahat di sekolah
Saat-saat bahagia setelah penatnya pelajaran
Saat-saat dimana gw dan beberapa kawan pergi ke kantin
Saat-saat dimana gw melihat anak-anak kelas X yg lagi asik-asiknya nongkrong di kantin
Saat-saat gw kembali ke kelas,lalu makan,dan tertawa bersama

Ternyata liburan itu sedikit membosankan
Walaupun gw tidak bisa pungkiri betapa gw butuh liburan
Gw masih kebayang-bayang dengan keadaan sekolah
dengan keadaan kelas gw ketika pelajaran berlangsung
Dimana kita menamakan diri kita APA communityng

Tapi ini saatnya untuk maju melangkah ke depan
Bersiap untuk menghadapi segudang kegiatan di kelas 3
Harapan mempunyai kelas baru dimana gw bisa membangun ikatan itu
Dan harapan untuk teman-teman dan junior-junior yang gagal
Supaya mereka menemukan kembali semangat baru pada kesempatan yang lain

Last captured moments

2008-06-13T11:19:00.022+07:00

Especially for my ex-class,here are our captured moments in Ancol

Asta la vista my clas :D

r u serious

2008-06-10T01:21:00.009+07:00

When I was looking for With You by Chris Brown's lyric with google
I found something's funny
It's witten like this :

I need your boobs,
I gotta see your boobs
And the hearts all over
the world tonight,
Said the hearts all
over the world
tonight

I need your boobs, (ooh)
I gotta see your boobs (hey)
And the hearts all over
the world tonight,
Said the hearts all
over the world
tonight

[ Verse 1 ]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you a stunna
Hot..lil figure,
Yes, you a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class of your own
And..
Ooh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear.. the whole world stops
You're.. my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind and..

[ Bridge ]
You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
Cuz if I gotchu,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[ Chorus ]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss
and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I.. know I can't
be the only one,
I bet there's hearts
all over the world
tonight,
With the love of their
life who feel..
Wat I feel when I'm

With you [ x5 ]
Ahh Girl..
With you [ x5 ]

[ Verse 2 ]
Oh Girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's
no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I
cannot wait now,
Hey! little shawty,
Say.. you care for me,
You know.. I care for you,
You know... that I'll be true,
You know.. that I won't lie,
You know.. that I will try,
To be your everything..yeah..

[ Bridge ]
Cuz if I got chu,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And yeah..

[ Chorus ]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss
and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I.. know I can't
be the only one,
I bet there's hearts
all over the world
tonight,
With the love of their
life who feel..
Wat I feel when I'm

With you [ x5 ]
Ohh..
With you [ x5 ]
Yeah Heh..

[ Bridge 2 ]
And I..
Will never try to deny,
That you were my whole life,
Cuz if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your
all and nothing,
Cos' if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best
part of my day...

I need your boob,
I gotta see your boob
And the hearts all over
the world tonight,
Said the hearts all
over the world
tonight
Woo Ooohh.. Yeah~
They need your boob (they need it)
They gotta see your boob,
Said the hearts
all over the world
tonight,
Hearts all over the
world tonight

[ Chorus ]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss
and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I.. know I can't
be the only one,
I bet there's hearts
all over the world
tonight,
With the love of their
life who feel..
Wat I feel when I'm

With you [ x5 ]
Ahh Girl..
With you [ x5 ]
Ohh..
With you [ x5 ]
With you.. only with you
With you [ x5 ]
hey yeah

Is the typer crazy enough to change the word "boo" into "boobs"?

Is the typer serious to change the word "you" and "got you" into "chu" and "gotchu"?
"Jadhi kedengyeran kayakh cincha laura gitchuuu loooooo ........."

The "Yeah" "Uh" "Oh" etc is right actually,but due to the "boobs" word it just made this lyric seems like someone's singing With You at the bathroom and then get horny or orgasm.....

sooo ironic....
(kalo kata ree")

The hilarious link --> here

update : the lyric has been changed into the right one now
but honestly I saw it before with those funny words

oh no

2008-06-10T00:39:00.012+07:00

My last chat with my "FELLAZ"(gile vocab gaul getthhooohhh haha!!)
now we call it "insecure chat mates" lol
I don't care if you think it's not funny
but this part made laugh til I got my plastic surgery ( hubungannya apa? )

(click for larger view)

If you're interested to know more about the nick " b' "
just click here
and fyi he has a crush on VINA
sorry I can't give more about that girl to protect b's privacy

cover version

2008-06-10T00:23:00.004+07:00

I don't have the idea why I'm really interested to hear cover song
So here are some of them (which is think it's nice) on youtube

Bubbly ( Colbie C. ) Cover by -------- (she don't show her name )

Stop and Stare ( One Republic ) Cover by emee and OR's vocalist

Time of My life ( David Cook's winning song ) Cover by Joshua Price (again)

With You (Chris Brown) Cover by Alejandro Manzano
Cool one!

With You (Chris Brown) Cover by Justin Drew Bieber
Great voice you got,kid!

ck ck ck (bukan Calvin Klein looh) --"

2008-06-08T23:26:00.008+07:00

jadi begini nih ceritanya
pada suatu hari ( Jumat kemarin tepatnya ),setelah remed sosiologi terncintah beibeh
saya minta soal UAS KN (buat belajar Remed KN) ke temen saya David,ternyata dia tidak bawa soal tercinta itu.Lalu kawan saya yang lainnya (sebut saja namanya Subi a.k.a. Ubii a.k.a. Ketela a.k.a. apalah terserah LOOOO!! ) menawarkan bahwasannya dy punya soal UAS itu.Lalu gw dengan sepenuh hati jiwa raga dan ekspresikan diri menerima soal itu dengan semangat nasionalisme yang ruar biasa.Lalu soal itu langsung gw salinin jawabannya dan gw fotokopi.Gw dan David pun memfotokopi soal idaman itu lalu.Gw fotokopi dua biji dan yg satu gw kasih David.

David: Lah??!! Gw udah ada soalnya kali dooo
Gw: Heh? Oh iya ya gw kan tdnya mw minjem sama elo
David & Gw : (Hening termangu aja gitchuu louxxxchhhh...)
Gw : Yaudahlah ambil aja bwt belajar2 siapa tw soal lo jawabannya salah ( sambil kabur meninggalkan dirinya )

Guys(taheee),scene berikutnya terjadi malam ini
Malam dimana gw dapet sms dari temen gw si David

"Do..Soal yg lo fotokopiin dr Subi soal UAS kelas X loooh"

gwnya yang "ANJRIIIIT!"
dan setengah2 ga percaya
sms gw adalah

"Yaudahlah katanya soalnya jg bakalan beda bgt sama soal UAS"
(gw mengetik sms dgn rasa masih setengah ga percaya bhw itu soal kelas X)

lalu gw mengecek isi tas gw yang penuh kertas berserakan tsb.Lalu gw menemukan harta karun itu ( baca : soal KN --").Dan gw mulai melihat2 secarik kertas dan tertera

SMAK 5 PENABUR JAKARTA
ULANGAN UMUM SEMESTER GENAP
TAHUN PELAJARAN 2007-2008
Bidang studi : Kewarganegaraan
Kelas/Program : X (sepuluh) ( yeah kelas sepuluh )

"DASSSS!"

(serasa ada golok yang nancep di ulu hati gw)

Dan scene selanjutnya adalah gw ketawa tergopoh-gopoh sampe bongkok melihat kebodohan gw sendiri.Gila mbokny gw lihat dulu tuh soal sebelum gw fotokopi.Mana tmn gw si David juga gak perhattin tuh soal.Si subi jg neh URGH!Parahnya lagi,soal itu uda gw isiin pake jawabn anak kelas XI ! zzz kok bisa ya segoblok itu...?

NB: kabar yg beredar soal itu Subi dapatkan dr org lain yg juga seangkatan.Kesimpulannya,"BODOHNYAAAAAAA ANAK SMAK5"

ck ck ck

2008-05-29T02:46:00.002+07:00

IT'S 03.00 AM
AND I HAVEN'T FINISHED STUDYING

FINAL EXAM SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

Sumpah gilak part II

2008-05-26T19:13:00.004+07:00

01.00 pm
Gw dan anak2 choir sekolah berkumpul di sekolah,latihan bentar,dan belajar (bwt UUB) bentar.Lalu dibagiin baju batik untuk seragam tampil ( tadinya seragamnya mau olo shirt kuning plus syal merah,aneh banget emang,untung gak jadi )

02.30 pm
Berangkat menuju TVRI dimana perlombaan akan diadakan.Di dalem mobil (iya,belajar lagi bwt UUB)

03.30 pm
Sampailah kita di lokasi.Langsung ganti baju dan GR

04.30 pm
Lomba lagu wajib (off air).Karena di potong oleh siaran berita TVRI --"

05.00 pm
Choir gw ud selese tampil.Lalu kita langsung mencari-cari tempat buat makan
dan rencana cari makan di daerah Senayan , sampailah kita di kantin TVRI (wtf?)

05.30 pm - 07.15 pm
makan di kantin dengan lahap ( he eh,belajar lagi bwt UUB)

7.30 pm
Cabut dari kantin.Siap-siap,warming up dan segala tetek bengek untuk lagu pilihan (on air)

08.00 pm
Giliran choir gw tampil , ya lumayan rapih lah walopun temponya sedikit berantakan

09.30 pm
Pengumuman pemenang.Tadinya gw ud gak peduli lagi hasilnya,mw kagak juara juga gak peduli ( yang ada di pikiran gw UUB besok gw belom siap aja).Ternyata kita juara 2,gak disangka emang.Setelah mendapatkan pila,kita semua megang piala itu bareng2 dan mengumandangkan Mars BPK Penabur sambil loncat-loncatan di halaman TVRI (yeah,momen yang agak mengharukan)

Fiuuuh akhirnya setelah pengorbanan latihan ampir tiap hari,keluar pelajaran ampir tiap hari,nyicil pelajaran bwt UUB,kucing-kucingan belajar di sela-sela lomba,akhirnya kita juara 2.Gilak ga nyangka aja,ngeliat kostum kita yang sangat standar klo dibandingkan dengan sekolah lain.Walopun cuman dikasih dana konsumsi Rp 6000,00/orang (yoi mamen,enem ribu perak) ternyata gak ngehalangin kita buat juara ( beuh...) . Gw bener-bener pengen ikutan lomba-lomba padus lagi.Tadinya gw pikir padus itu ngebosenin dan monoton , tapi dengan tim gua yang semuanya seru-seru semua dan bisa diajak gokil bareng,conductor (plus arranger) padus kita yang super genius , dan guru padus yang agak ngeselin tapi suka caur juga.I'm gonna miss each moment in that choir competition.I really can't wait to participate another choir competition .

p.s. : I failed in my 1st day UUB,damn it.

music video which makes me WOW

2008-05-25T02:48:00.007+07:00

Lil girl with her spectacular BIG voice ( American's Got Talent )

Robeat from DAS Supertalent 2007 (beatboxing)

Daft hands which still amazes my eyes

Balawan was playing 2 guitars at the same time

Aji from Indonesian idol 5 made alay song "Ketauan" by Mata Band sounds so much better

sumpah gilak

2008-05-25T01:58:00.007+07:00

Jadi beginilah ceritanya
Choir sekolah gw beberapa hari yg lalu ikut lomba lagu Ismail Marzuki dan besoknya kita dibilang masuk final.Gw sih seneng tapi masih biasa-biasa aja.Malemnya temen gw sms katanya besok ada latihan.Oke lah demi sebuah kemenangan dan segepok rupiah (yeah ma men 15 jeti).Tapi sms berikutnya dy blg choir kita 5 besar dari 100 peserta.

deng deng dengdeng

gw-nya yg 'hah?' shock gt jadi ya harus makin semangat latihan (duit oh duit)
trus guru gw bilang ke gw ketika gw mw pulang dr latihan
"Finalnya itu besok ( Minggu dan Senennya UUB),dateng jam 1 ke sekolah,selese lombanya malem.."

DAS! serasa ingin berlari dari kenyataan (lebai)

Senen UUB MAT neeh!!!
gilak gilak gak ada dispensasi lagi
mana gw bru belajar dikit
mana rencana nyicil Sos belom kesampean
dan harus ikut lomba agak ga penting (tapi duitnya penting) itu
gimana dong dong

(It's 2 am and I'm still studying (fuckin) math and yeah I decided to browse internet)

zzzzzzzzzz

what can I do for this nation ?

2008-05-20T23:21:00.009+07:00

First,I only want to say HAPPY HARKITNAS to you all especialy for Indonesians
Today I accompanied my father to buy his new cell phone ( caused d old one fell into the toilet's hole ) lol
And after I got home , I watched TV and found HARKITNAS's Celebration there
The show was friggin' spectacular and heart-warming
I saw how beautiful was the show which made me more in love with this country
And I Imagined If I were one of the performers and realized that Indonesia do watch me
( yeah , almost all of the TV channels showed that celebration) I imagined how the people felt with standing in front of thousands of Indonesians ... Ohhh They must be proud of it
And then I was aware about the Indonesian's economic-reduction but at the same time I watched how rich is Indonesia
And then a flabergasting question passed at my mind , "What can I do for this nation in the future?"
I can't imagine how will be the economic of Indonesia in 10 years
Will it be worst or better?
But one thing people
I really want to do my best for this country with all that I can do later
Although for now I still don't know what to do...
(I mean,I only can pray) :)

daddy's angerment

2008-05-15T00:40:00.004+07:00

Two days ago I have (actually) a little prob with my daddy
There was a miss-understanding-conversation
I was sleepy and not in the mood to talk
and I spoke with unpolitely sound
That made my father really angry at me
Firstly , I was bit shocked bout his angerment

But that's him
He has a high-blood pressure
so sometimes he can't control emotion he can be so explosive
but I just think that his angerment that time was over
even he yelled words that really hurt to be heard

It's exactly OK for me
but sometimes I just can't accept that lil thingy can make a big angerment
But I know that deeply inside he still love me as his son
because that time he still woke me up to go to my course
he still cared about what i did ( like checking out what I was doing in my room)
and yesterday nite finally he was nice to me
He didn't say any hurting words and even he said that he love me as his son
I was just so glad for that

I used not to understand about his "outer" angerment caused by
It could be his high-blood pressure,his characteristic,or his way to build me as a person
but from now,I'll always believe that my dad do that to build me to be a good , better , and best man ever

thanks dad

p.s. : so folks,when your parents get angry at you,just do think positively.

meaningless

2008-05-15T00:15:00.005+07:00

So,four days ago I dressed up to see how did i look with the outfit
for Kawai Music School's concert (place where I learn how to play violin)
The violinists' outfit must be all black,excepting the tie
And after dressing up,I asked my brother to take some pic of me
and I posed so freak and stupid hahaha

---------------------------------------------------

seems meaningless rite?
yeahs it is

The Cure For Tomorrow

2008-05-13T00:38:00.004+07:00

THE CURE FOR TOMORROW

A super nice site (it came from blog)
contains stuffs and activities related with earth-protecting and mostly global warming
just check them out and please CARE about your EARTH

Bandung Trip

2008-05-13T00:17:00.008+07:00

Just some best photos taken with my new camera

location : Way to Bandung , Rumah Keboen , and The Kartipah

(click the picture for the clear view)

waiting in rain

2008-05-12T23:34:00.006+07:00

"I don't wanna wait in vain for your love"
by the historical Bob Marley

Totally different here LOL.I was waiting in rain actually.I was waiting the time till the Math Course started.

"this magz is pretty nice to read,but uh oh it starts raining."

"I do hate rain."

"ARGH the rain is getting freakin bigger."

"Yeah,it splashed water on my feet."

"Okay,why don't I try to play with it."

"Whoa..It's not as bad as I thougt."

"Hmm the rain stopped and it's all wet.Goodbye rain.Hello math class ! "

happy-posting

2008-05-12T22:56:00.004+07:00

oukhay folks
I've had so many things in my head that I would to share in this blog since the previous weeks
but I'd been so fvckin lazy,and had no mood to post
so here they are....

happy-posting starts from NOW!

Atas nama GAULNISME

2008-04-19T00:59:00.011+07:00

Oh dunia
makin lama makin banyak yang bisa di label sebagai fakers
kebanyakan alasannya karena "GAULNISME"
Mohon disimak (bila tertarik)

Pertama
Pernah gak lo ngeliat orang2 di mall-mall celana super skinny item,poni lempar super yahud,baju band metal or hardcore yang garang berat,and sneakers lusuh norak..
Pasti pernah banget lah ya,berasa gaol gt sedunia.Liatlah gayanya satu geng sama semua dan ga ada menarik-menariknya,malah menggangu mata menurut gw.Malu gila kan?
Actually dr beberapa pengalaman yg gw pernah baca,dengar,lihat,raba,pegang,gerayang-gerayang (tai ngemeng ape gw) riset membuktikan not all of these kind of people who's wearing supergaul metal band has ever listened to the band that's stuck on their balck hot tee...
So,let's name them the posers
mungkin aja yang mereka dengerinnya semacem Ungu,Kerispatih,Ada Band,ato bisa aja Kangen Band?
who knows?
ah disgusting

yucks,mati aja

Kedua
Pernah gak lo
Cuman karena sebuah band lagi hot-hot nya
Lagi banyak yang demen
Lagi jadi topik dimana-mana
Lagi masuk chart-chart radio
Pokoknya banyak yang suka tuh Band
Then,lo ikutan nyari lagu-lagu tuh Band
Abis udah dapet,ternyata gak se-enak yang lo bayangkan
ato gampangnya gak ngena di kuping lo
dengan terpaksa untuk mendapat predikat "Anak Gaul Milenium" ato "Anak Gaul Abad21"
lo berusaha suka ato parahnya ngaku-ngaku ke orang kalo lo suka itu Band
(Gw yakin klo di fav music di profile2 Friendster,Myspace,facebook,or anything itu ga semuanya mereka bener-bener suka dengan band or musicians yang mereka tulis)
Parahnya lagi lo nyari lirik-lirik lagunya bwt dihapalin
at least,ga malu-maluin saat tongkrongan ato orang-orang sekitar lo lagi bersenandung dengan lagu Band itu
But inside your ears,you're not into those songs

mati aja deh yaaa
masi jaman kah???????

Ketiga
Fashion,ah i love all the topics of fashion
Kafiyeh gaul
Mati aja ya...Keren kah lo semua dengan kafiyeh itu,apalagi kalo yang asli dari sananya
(I mean yang bener-benar 100% motif sorban)
Tak taukah anda,kafiyeh (model sorban) yang bergelantungan di leher gaul anda
dipakai untuk menyamari muka para teroris di Iran,Arab,ato dimanalah dimana teroris bernaung..
euw males deh ya

Ato ternyata lo ga cocok dengan kafiyeh yang lo punya
Even lo juga ga suka pake kafiyeh yg lo udah terlanjur dibeli itu,tapi lagi-lagi untuk status "Anak Gaul Milenium" ato "Anak Gaul Abad21"
Lo foto dengan atribut gaul itu bergelantungan di leher lo
Lalu diapain foto itu???
"Uuuch,dipajang dongs di friendster guweh,primary lagi...Gaul kan guwechch?"
JEGER!!
dunia gw bergoncang
Ga cuman kafiyeh doang sih,begitu juga dengan fashion items lainnya
mau kualitasnya jelek punya
mau abal-abal punya
mau ceban dapet 15 biji
Mau sekali pake sobek,patah,ancur,berantakan (lebai)
"Yang penting kans akyuh bisa pake ituhh,terus akuh pajang di frenster akyugh..Orang-orang pasti bilang kalo aku anak gaul..Cocok enggaknya urusan kedua deh yach!!"

.........

(dead silence)

Keempat
Coba deh ke cafe-cafe berasas GAULNISME belakangan ini
pasti lo sering liat anak-anak muda jaman sekarang yg merasa nyemok udah kayak napas
they even can't stop it anymore
semuanya berasal dari kata-kata sederhana tapi kadang sangat berbahaya "COBA-COBA"
Tahap coba-coba ini ada penyebab-penyebabnya juga

1.Lo minder sama tongkrongan yg pada ngerokok semua
hey dumb ass,you should be proud that you don't smoke !

2.Lo merasa ngerokok itu cool dude(klo kata cinchah lawhrah)
iya abis lo bangga dengan ke-cool-an lo itu,lo sakit,terus mati!

3.Banyak yg bilang,kalo blm ngerokok bukan cowok
Bencong-bencong pinggir jalan juga byk ygpada ngerokok,sama aja dong lu

"I warned you guys, smoking is definitely not good for your health but at least it can help you look cooler than a hype store keeper. ouch!"

-copied from Jakarta Shit Looks

gilak emang
malahan para kawula muda pecandu rokok tsb banyak yg bangga dengan statusnya
and they proudly pose as a smoker klo lagi foto
gila gilaa keren abis ( -- " )
ga cuman nyemok(nyimeng,mabok,ML jg)

oke deh
gaul berat kan?

bagaimana tanggapan anda?

bye
pis , lof , en gahul

PS : I do confess kalo gw pernah berada di salah satu atau dua dari tahap GAULNISME ini,tapi gw sedikt-sedikit sadar semua itu TAI.Anak jaman is TAI !

Kanak Kanak

2008-04-02T23:18:00.005+07:00

Beberapa hari lalu tanpa alasan dan unsur kesengajaan
Saya menonton Idola cilik di rcti
Menurut saya acara itu cukup bagus dan natural
Terlihat alami dan tidak terlalu dibuat-buat

Ketika menonton acara tersebut
Entah kenapa saya merindukan sesuatu
Para peserta-peserta idola cilik tersebut benar-benar membuat saya merindukan sesuatu
Tawa mereka,bahagia mereka,semangat mereka,senyum yang tersipu-sipu
Semua itu mengingatkan saya terhadap masa kecil saya
Dimana semua terasa indah,bebas,lepas,dan bahagia
Saya benarbenar rindu masa-masa itu

Dimana saya rajin berdoa sebelum tidur
Dimana saya belum mencoba menyontek
Dimana saya belum bertopeng
Dimana saya jarang membantah orang tua
Dimana saya masih cukup suci

Dimana terdapat tawa lepas
Dimana saya belum mengerti arti kepalsuan
Dimana saya belum mengerti arti dendam
Dimana saya bisa tersenyum dan membuat orang yang melihat ikut tersenyum

Ahh..Indahnya masa kecil

(15 menit kemudian)

Sangat disayangkan
Sungguh sangat disayangkan
Setelah tayangan yang cukup mengembalikan saya ke dunia kecil saya
muncul sebuah tayangan televisi yang tidak asing lagi

"namaku mentari,aku ingin menjadi mentari yang menyinari dunia"

dari kata-kata tersebut,terbesitkah kata "bobrok" di pikiran anda
Acara yang menyinari dunia tersebut adalah acara "bobrok"
Dimana anak-anak sudah berotak jahanam
penuh dendam
kepalsuan
dusta
kelicikan
pengolok-olokan

Salah satu teman les saya pun sependapat
"Adek gw tuh,makin ga bener aja sikapnya gara-gara nonton Mentari."
Ya, mungkin ini yang disebut menyinari dunia
Ketika anak-anak berlakon sebagai iblis berkedok manusia cilik

sungguh disayangkan.

PEACE-MINDED

2008-03-22T23:07:00.007+07:00

fiuhhh...
I just feel a bit depressed with all these things

(PLEASE STOP READING IF YOU THINK I'M SO DAMN MELANCHOLIC,DUDE)
(AND IF YOU SAY THAT YOUR EYES ARE HURTED WITH THESE MINI WORDS)

It's hard to recieve all these things with pretending that EVERYTHING'S OK
because it's not as easy as you think
OUKAY,
all I need is to stopp telling that I'm a bit stressed , depressed , frustrated ,or another fvckin' things's going on
and to look back to about me box
I just need to chill out my mind
reflect my self
doing things happily
And being PEACE-MINDED
yeahs,I should try

PS : sorry about my laziness updating this blog..

valentine?

2008-02-14T23:24:00.001+07:00

Just like usual
some free chocolates and "Happy Valentine!!" stuff

one thing that makes it special

I eat a sack of cadbury alone in my room all nite long
How lovely

PS: New conclusion,Chocolate is pretty hot to be your date on Valentine's Day.
"Happy Valentine everyone...!"

hello flood

2008-02-01T16:03:00.000+07:00

Pagi ini gw udah ngedenger aja ujan super duper ekstra deras
dan ga tau kenapa perasaan gw jadi aneh

seperti kembali lagi ke tahun lalu
gw kebayang momen luar biasa itu
ketika gw terjebak banjir yang sudah sulit diterjang
ketika gw harus menempuh perjalanan kaki dalam air
dengan jarak yang lumayan, 5 km

pada saat itu terasa sekali yang namanya perjuangan
ketika berjalan
lalu terjatuh
berjalan lagi
lalu tergelincir
dan sesekali kendaraan besar malah menyipratkan air ke tubuhku

di sekolah perasaan itu udah ilang ga tau kemana
seperti rutinitas bajingan yang biasa gw jalankan itu
walaupun di sekolah hujan masih kerap menerjang
kadang dengan lembut kadang kembali ganas
semua terasa biasa

dan...

listrik pun mati
pelajaran terpaksa terhentikan
sebenarnya ada perasaan senang ada pula perasaan cemas
itu yang gw rasakan

pelan-pelan
atmosfer kepanikan dimulai
satu per satu mulai cemas
entah dengan keadaan jalan yang banjir
entah dengan keadaan rumah
atupun keadaan kendaraan mereka

yang pasti semua serentak berseru
"PULANG..PULANG..!!"

ya
perasaan gw tadi pagi ternyata berbuah
memang benar adanya
banjir belangsatan itu mulai datang kembali

untungnya
gw masih bisa terselamatkan
untungnya
banjir belum terlalu tinggi
walaupun macet sudah mulai mengganggu Jakarta

yang sedikit aneh
temen gw yang taun lalu baru aja pindah ke Jakarta
kembali merasakan kesialan itu

apaan tuh?

dalam dua tahun ini di Jakarta
ini kedua kalinya
banjir menyambut hari ulang tahunnya

kasihan kasihan

His last day

2008-01-27T13:52:00.000+07:00

01.10 p.m.
and i heard from television
about his death

who?

media exposes his death freakingly!!

WHO ??

him
who ever been the #1 in this country
the development-man
who ever made suffering
who ever made people angry and dissapointed
about his 'orde-baru' stuff

let the past be biten by the time

good bye for you

W.O.W.

2008-01-27T13:40:00.000+07:00

hi peeps!

ever seen Daft-Hands?

check this on youtube

it simply amazes me

and (maybe)you

our last day

2007-12-31T14:36:00.000+07:00

setelah bangun di jam 5 pagi
berencana makan pagi atau kita menyebutnya sarapan
tak kuat menahan kantuk yang luar biasa
busa lembut itu kembali kusambut dengan gegap gempita

teriakan-teriakan dari beberapa arah memanggil nama saya
emosi saya meledak
saya terbangun kembali
ibunda dan ayahanda hendak menyuruh saya
membersihkan tubuh dengan air atau kita sebut mandi

jam 8 pagi
saya dan yahanda
pergi menelusuri kota dengan beberapa tujuan
salah satunya adalah pengambilan reparasi
reparasi barang kesayangan dan kedambaan saya
sebut saja barang itu komputer

cukup melelahkan ternyata
ditambah waktu tidur saya yang sangat kurang
ipod dan handphone menjadi penggagu tidur malam saya
yang selalu menggoda saya untuk tidur pagi

ditengah perjalanan petualangan menuju rumah
saya baru sadar
hari ini hari terakhir saya
mungkin hari terakhir bagi ayahanda ibunda atau kedua kakanda
atau mungkin hari terakhir bagi anda-anda yang lain

mengapa?

mudah saja
tanggal 31 desember jawabannya

ada resolusi?

seingat saya ada
tolong doakan supaya dapat dijalankan

"selamat menyambut tahun yang ba dan tahun yang ru"

oh dear

2007-12-09T00:10:00.000+07:00

i just got an absurd link

ihateindon.blogspot.com

darn honey

just open it
i dunno what to comment
but i just wanna say

"Please,for you who types that blog
you're totally absurd and crazy
you are 1000 times worse than just an animal
please,i think you all need MIRROR for sure"

what a shoppa'

2007-12-08T23:03:00.000+07:00

wooo hoooo
what a great day fo me

shop shop and shop
bah!!!
guys need shopping also

coz happily i have lots of money for present,honey
just got it from my "katekisasi"
In Bataknese,when someone get "katekized"(bahasa apee coba)
He'll get money from his BIG part of family
so you know what
the count of money is also BIG

hmm...
how i love to be Bataknese
hahahaha

and today i spend some of it for shopping

my 1st destination is a flea market near my house
Pasar Ular atau inggrisnya Snake Market(--" agak maksa seh)
hahaha that's one of d best shopping place(for me)

then I bought

1.Gola shoes
shit,i do like these shoes

2.Macbeth shoes
i like it also,however i like my Gola better than it

actually,the price is a bit expensive for that kinda market
but,wooo i got a big STATISFACTION
cause that's the only shop who sells those kinda shoes in Pasar Ular

3.Wayfarers
damn,you know what
that i got it only for NO BAN GO
of course not the ORI one,but it looks like the super goddamn same

4.A couple of trousers
I bought a grey trousers and a black one

My 2nd destination is
the most happening mall in the town
Mall Kelapa Gading(bah!!happening apanye,lebai)

then I bought

1.Body fit shirt
My mom bought it for me
Huurray i don't have to spend money anymore
I bought it at Salt n Pepper
Really nice and fit for my body
like that shirt was made by Salt n Pepper exclusively for me(beeh pede aje)

2.Drawing stuff
I bought Sketch book and drawing markers
because i know
that i have to throw away my childhood's drawing stuff
Buku mewarnai,Krayon 24 warna,hahaha soo laame for my age baby

oukay friend
that's all i bought for today

oukay mom
thanks for the shirt and drawing thingy

and oukay
that i've ever been "katekized"(again,what d hell is that word)
hahahaha

late night study 2nd part

2007-12-07T02:18:00.000+07:00

hmmm...
it's 2.30 am
and....

yep yep yep
i haven't finished study
even a half of it

COULD YA CLAP YOUR HAND PEOPAAAH!!!!

"plak plok plak plok"

thanks,I'm rawkin crazy

late night study

2007-12-06T00:21:00.000+07:00

oh fcuk!
i just woke up at 8.30 pm
then i had a dinner
i took a bath
i had some chit chat with parents
i watched tv
i got stressed with my error computer
i did sms-ing with some of my friends

yeah
it's westing time until 11 pm

uh ow
you know what
i get final exams tommorow
and for now i've just studied about 5% of it

i have to be responsible
as a highschool stud
damn it or not
maybe i should study until this morning
and not sleep even for minutes

what a nice responsibility
hmm nice means damn it for me right now

hey
is there anyone can gimme some spirit?

highschool tales

2007-11-28T22:19:00.000+07:00

Gw menemukan mereka di lingkungan gw
Lingkungan dimana gw bertumbuh
Lingkungan dimana gw mulai menemukan jati diri
Lingkungan dimana gw disibukan dengan tumpukan pekerjaan dan tugas
Lingkungan dimana gw berpakaian putih abu-abu

Gw melihat beberapa kisah mereka
who are temen-temen gw,(sekedar)temen gw,ataupun gw sendiri
yang belakangan ini berputar di pikiran gw
yang terkadang membuat gw menggelengkan kepala
yang terkadang membuat gw tergelitik dalam hati

segelintir cerita mengenai mereka

..................

to be continued

soon

Katekisasi

2007-11-25T15:15:00.000+07:00

Katekisasi atau Sidi adalah pembelajaran yang diadakan oleh gereja untuk mendewasakan pelajar dalam iman dan pengetahuannya dalam Agama Kristen.

Pengukuhan Katekisasi atau Pengukuhan Sidi adalah penobatan yang dilakukan oleh gereja setelah pelajar Katekisasi telah selesai mengikuti kelas Katekisasi dengan baik.

Saat-saat Pengukuhan Katekisasi
11 November 2007

standing here for you

2007-11-18T22:23:00.001+07:00

because sometimes we don't have to explain our feelings by words

Pure LOVE comes from my Heavenly DAD

2007-11-17T21:19:00.000+07:00

An evening chat with my friend
my class leader
my advice-teller

M(me)
P(my friend)

M:I feel like "rejection" is my middle name
M:I've tried to kill myself for several times but no one still cares

P:No one?
P:Your friend still
P:And Your GOD still

damn my eyes getting wet

M:Guess what
M:That i have to push it back,because my Dad is behind me.So I have to not show up my tears

P:Yea
P:Your DAD will always behind you when you are in trouble.Not only your DAD but also your Heavenly DAD

Thanks friend for realizing me that even no one cares
even everyone rejects
My DAD will always with me
and always give HIS love for me

unexplainable

2007-11-06T01:03:00.001+07:00

sigh
Even i don't know what i'm feeling
cause she's a bit confusing
and also me
sometimes i'm on fire
sometimes i'm not in the mood
oh my exhausting days
why it always breaks what I'm doin'
which really turns me into a moody person
being moody is so goddamn bad i swear
should i stay or should i go?

How 'bout you?
Could you still wait there for me?
I wish you could

This is what a melancholic can do

The historical WAYFARER

2007-11-05T21:28:00.000+07:00

A must have item nowadays
And it surprisingly rocks the world
That's why i wanna know more 'bout it

Most Popular Shades: Ray-Ban sunglasses sold 10 million units worldwide in 1998. The best-known model, the Wayfarer, has been available since 1953 and is reported to be the best-selling style in history. It was made famous by many celebrities including the fictional Blues Brothers.(reviews.eBay.com)

Not only is the Ray-Ban Wayfarer also a highly imitated sunglasses model, it is also the best selling sunglasses design in history.Originally released in 1952, Wayfarers were called the "Connoisseur's choice" of sunglasses by Esquire Magazine. Marilyn Monroe helped boost popularity by wearing Wayfarers, but it was Audrey Hepburn, who wore them in the movie Breakfast at Tiffany's, that really made them legendary. Musicians, actors, and even Presidents, began wearing Wayfarers.
Continued appearances on the faces of celebrities and in movies keep the Wayfarer popular today.(ideamarketers.com)

a kid nowadays

2007-11-04T20:00:00.000+07:00

"I used to think that kiddies are lovely and cute.But sometimes they're a bit annoying...."

Jadi begini ceritanya....
I have a big brother
My brother has a friend
then his friend has a lil sister

yea
lil sister

Just call her Laya

My brother used to had some often-chats with her in messenger
Almost every night
and sometimes took hours til midnite
(sampe-sampe gw mikir..."Apakah abang mengidap Pedofil?")
canda lah yaaa

Then until a strange e-mail added me in Messenger
I just approved it
After a minute
My brother told me in Messenger
"Dooo..Itu Adek temen Abang"
"Dia kelas 4 SD.."
"Temenin dulu yah.."
"Maklum masih bocah"
"Jangan bilang ya kalo abang lg OL"
"Soalnya Abang bilang abang lagi boker"

Ooooo
Jadi itu adeknya temennya kakeknya sepupu kawan adiknya istri abang gw
ah lebai
Jadi itu adeknya temenya Abang gw

I thought that it would be interesting
having a kid-chat-mate

Me(M)
Laya(L)

L:Haloo Kak..Namaku Laya.Kak Bondan yang kasi tau e-mail Kakak...
M:Oh..Haloo
....
....
....
....

Then Laya asked me some questions
That really shows kalo perempuan ini masih Bocah

She was pretty fun to chat with
Until i laughed soo damn LOUD about what she typed on
Bgini nih:

L:Btw Kakak kelas berapa??
M:Kelas 2 SMA.
L:Wah.Sama dong.Lo bawa Hp kan ke sekolah?
M:WAAA...Kamu bohooong ya! Kelas 4 SD kan?!!
L:Wah Kak Bondan yang kasi tau yah?Berarti Kak Bondan lagi OL doooong!Berarti Boong dong!

FYI Kak Bondan is My Brother(I don't think it's an Info ;p)

Then I laughed in my heart
huahahahahahahhaahahha
Bocah...oh bocah...

Bocah jaman sekarang sudah pandai berbohong

L:Kakak nomor hp-nya berapa?
M:o818xxxxxx
L:Nomor HP aku 021xxxxx.SMS Aku yaaah
M:Kakak lagi sibuk belajar jadi gabisa sekarang
L:Yaudah pokoknya besok2 Kakak yang SMS aku,biar aku tau Kakak ga sibuknya kapan
M:Ok dh

Like I told on my older post
that i'm sooo fuckin' busy and crazily get tired
yaaa
secara ‘automatic’(dibaca dengan logat kebritish-britis-an hahaha)
gw lupa utk sms si Bocah
and actually I’m not into it

Til at a night
I met her again in Messenger

L:Kaaak!Kok aku sms gabisa-bisa
M:Salah nomor kaliii..Nih nomor benernya 0818xxxxxx
L:Yaudah Kakak sms aku duluan !

(cape ati gw)

M:Tapi Kakak ga ada pulsa
L:Kalo Kakak ga ada pulsa berarti Kakak ga bisa SMS aku dong!!
....
....
....

Then I confessed klo gw bales chatting-nya agak lama
Secara gw lagi chatting sama banyak orang jg

L:Kakak kalo ga mau chatting ma aku mending gausah!!
M:Hah emang kenapa?
L:Ga usah chatting daripada ganggu!!Aku kesel tau!!
M:Emangnya Kakak apain?
L:Aku paling kesel sama orang yang chatting balesnya LELET!!!!

Wew
Thanks kid
Baru saja saya diomelin sama anak kecil
Grrr

M:Kakak lagi chatting sama banyak orang.Jadi balesnya agak lama.
L:Emangnya berapa sih?
M:Lapan orang
L:Dikit.Aku juga.

The logic is how she chatted with 8 people with nudging and sending message almost in everyseconds.

New conclusion:
“Some kids nowadays aren’t as kid-minded as we thought before,they can easily lie.”

L:Kakak balesnya lelet banget.Padahal ini terakhir kalinya aku OL
M:Emang kanapa?Kok terakhir?
L:Abisnya aku kesel sama Kakak,jadi aku gak mau OL lagi.

(seriously speechless)

L:Sebenernya aku boleh ga sih chat sama Kakak?
M:Boleh2 aja kok
L:Tapi aku kesel.Mending ga usah chat aja kalo emang ga boleh.
L:Tapi aku syg sama kakak.

Errr..

Another conclusion:
“Kiddies don’t really know about feelings,they easily say ‘love’ even they don’t even know who they say it to.”

Well well
Setelah beberapa kata-kata yang membingungkan(dan agak mengesalkan)meluncur oleh Laya
Gw tau kenapa Abang gw agak-agak males juga ngeladeninnya belakangan ini
Then I gave up and said

M:”Layaaa..Kakak off dulu yah,Mamah kakak manggil-manggil”

Damn
I just lied to a kid
Cos actually gw cuman appears off

Yeah
It caused me think
That kiddies also can be something’s annyoning

For Laya
I’m really-really sorry that I lied
Cause now I’m not into something that not too important for me
:)

yea friend you're rite

2007-10-27T22:11:00.000+07:00

I just chatted with my friend this afternoon
I call him 'pinguin'
haha funny

he just read my blog then he said
"Do..Nape sih blog elu isinya suram semua?"
Then it got spooky(yea stupid me)
"Suram????!!!!Maksud lo?"
"Iya..Isinya yang sedih2 gitu sekali-sekali post yang lucu-lucu dan menyenangkan dong!"

...........

'JEGERRR!!!!!!' Thunder sounds

..........

i felt like 'yeah he's rite'
why i have to be melancholic
i also can be fun
i also can forget about all the things that makes my life not enjoyable
just take it easy

Yea thanks friend
I'm gonna post some funny thingies latter
And don't leave this country this fast huh
get back to our school
then finish it
then do your way
haha

2007-10-27T11:58:00.000+07:00

Here there are some photos that was taken last nite

1.Me and My piggy class leader(sory for the words ya Pen)
2.The pic that I took
3.Thanks for ci Meggy who took it

Breaking my concentration

2007-10-27T11:07:00.000+07:00

huff
i've been soooo busy thesedays
it really makes me sick and changes my self in some ways

I lost my concentration

I can't be focus anymore.Let me tell ya to prove it.
It's fucking hard to memorize things
I don't know d reason but i have to spend about an hour to memorize a half page of my lesson book

Then i also lost my concentration in music
While in music course(violin and piano)
I don't know why
but thigs that i could do couple weeks ago
now become something that really hard for me
Like in piano,when i have to play melodies with my right and left hand in d same time
I can't move my right hand when my left hand's playing
maybe it sound like usual
but hey let me give ya an example
I just played an easy enough-song weeks ago
I played it pretty well
and now I take it like this song is easy for me
but SHIT!I even get stressed with my hands while i play that song
EVEN I KNOW THAT SONG IS PRETTY EASY FOR ME
oooh fuck fuck that thing
also in violin
when i have to play do,re,mi,fa,etc
with G mayor,C mayor,or A minor
I forget the re
or the mi
or even the do
I can't play it full
I often miss one melody,or two,even three melodies in one turn
huh damn it

the craziest thing is yesterday
When i attended to my friend's 17 party
I met my friends like usual
but when i chatted with one of my friend in messenger after get home
i asked him like this,"Hey,where you were.You didn't come huh?I didn't see you?"
then my friend said
"Hey i came!!But i wasn't too long there!I went home after having meal..."
I said,"Uhmmm,that's why i didn't see you.."
my friend said something that really made me confused
"HEYYY STUPID! WE HAD SOME TALK THERE!WE EVEN TALK ABOUT 'THAT' GIRL!"

.......

I got confused

......

YEAH
EVEN I FORGET D PERSON THAT I MET
JUST IN ABOUT FOUR HOURS!!!!
soooo crazy

in the other way
it also turn my self into moody person
AH SHITOOOO

get confused?
me also

Capek neh

2007-10-17T11:52:00.000+07:00

SIALAAAAAAAN!!

one thing that just can be shouted ut in my mind
gw bener2 superduper sibuk liburan ini
Let me show ya about these shity things

1.Tugas MUSPI(musikalisasi puisi)
Damn!bener2 buang2 waktu bgt capek

2.Tugas Bedah Buku
Gila bener2 guru gw tugas BI yg satu blom selese udah dijejelin lagi

3.Design Ksatria
Ah goo,ini jg bikin mata gw sakit,blom lg ntar kalo dikomen orang sana sini

4.PUB DOK Teacher's day
boooo,poster gw belom selese,blom lagi anak2 PUB DOK kelas satu yang ga bisa diharepin bantuannya sama sekali...

5.Katekisasi
AGGGGGGH yg ini bener2 gila.Katek gw bener2 gilaaa.Katek aja uda kayak mau masuk fakultas theologi.tugas ini lah itu lah bla bla bla

6.Belajar bwt ulangan
Ya Tuhan,tugas aja blm selese sempet2nya belajar buat ulangan

7.Remed Mat,Sej,Ekop,B.Ind,Perancis
Tuhaaan,ulangan aja belom sempet belajar gimana mau belajar bwt remed

Ni semua harus dibabat habis di libur lebaran yg cuman TUJUH hari
yang laen bisa begajulan sana sini
ktawa ktiwi sana sini
ahhh
capek ati
gara2 ini juga gwjadi aneh sendiri
suka marah2 sendiri ga jelas
males ini itu
males mandi
males ngomong ma orang
males menggunakan jempol untuk smsan jg
males lah

Something big's hiding under this DISASTER

2007-09-24T23:57:00.000+07:00

DISASTER
'a word for me' which describes bout big-problems-on my face
'a word for me' which describes bout problem which drops myself

after leaving from OXYGEN
after having mad chit chat with my friends
then i got home

like usual
my papa and mama still shouting and screaming in my house
(yea my parents have a tough character,easy to get stressed,and easily overtake some lil thingies)
but they're my parents
they take care of me
they actually love me
and another things that good parents do for their childern
and i always learn how to not caring about their character that sumtimes annoying for me

back to the toto and the picpic(topic,i mean) --"
accidentally
i dropped my handycam from my hand
it wasn't totally broken up
still working for recording
but the lense at the behind(which for eyes-looking at)broke and couldn't be stuck anymore
then i just made it stuck again with plaster
i know that's my bad

yeah
my parents crazily got angry
shouting
nagging
and mocking me with zoo-words
actually it's hurtin for me
but i tried to keep silent and relax
my parents still shoutin
finding another bad of me
like my mess studying-table
my time with my friends that i've spent
(hey dad, my friends are not the people who haves fun,spends money,and has friend by looking their rich
really a big NO NO NO having friends like that.
I spend my times with friends for sharing,discussing,and solving problems,and of course having fun(-__^)
it's not as bad as my friendship in your mind,daddy )

HUH i was tired
i made a letter for my family
about my leaving home on the day after
and i prepared a scissors for them if wanna kill me
(actually i was ready to be dropped out from house or being killed,if it was for my family's happiness)
yea i'm such a melancholic boy

then d next day
my dad still angry
still mocking me
yea i just being relax
and making plans for leaving home without my family's permission

but
i watched a christian program in TV
that so touched me,slapped me
that i have to be strong
ask GOD to help me
to use my knee for praying to HIM
.....bla bla bla

and the last one
to know there's a big plan
behind a big problems from GOD (BIG in GOOD ways i know)

yea
tonight
until i'm typing this blog
i've been aware about these DISASTER
which teaches me how to be a better man
with clean and tidy studying-table(not mess anymore)
to be more careful(to not drop sumthing in my hand anymore)
and also tougher and stronger
and the nice one
my relation with my parents has been better
even just a lil bit
they're not as angry,as crazy,as before

and hopefully they'll back to be nice to me
yea baby

Nice disaster

My class leader's 16th birthday part II

2007-08-25T00:54:00.000+07:00

Then
when me and my leader 'Si Pepen'
had a chat in messenger
she said

[S.h.A]-tisfaction.. ''makan2nyaa manaa?'' says:
well, i guess i'm the luckiest class leader in smak5 having u guys. hehehehehe.. thx a bunch yaaaaa
yang udah patungan ceban2, makasih yaaa, tapi mbo ya laen kali kalo mau kasih surprise ati2 dikit, jangan ampe gue udah tau gitu donk ahahhahaha.
[S.h.A]-tisfaction.. ''makan2nyaa manaa?'' says:
love you guys.
itu balesan gue hehe.
Yehezkiel Ryan Aldo says:
heheh
Yehezkiel Ryan Aldo says:
samaaa2
[S.h.A]-tisfaction.. ''makan2nyaa manaa?'' says:
adu, do..
[S.h.A]-tisfaction.. ''makan2nyaa manaa?'' says:
melan mulai mengintip hehe
[S.h.A]-tisfaction.. ''makan2nyaa manaa?'' says:
it's funny seeing everyone u know, even u dont know, is congratulating u, and not the one you expect hehe

heheheh
actually she's happy today
but something that she expected hasn't been realised
yea mudah2an you'll get something from people you expected soon
wkwkwk

My class leader's 16th birthday

2007-08-25T00:06:00.001+07:00

24 agustus itu adalah ulang tahun ketua kelas gw XI sos 1
yg super gila dan abnormal
namanye Pepen
kite2 pengurus kelasnya udah nagih2in duit ke anak2 kelas dari kemarennya
buat ultah ketua kelas betina satu ini
heheheheh

dan besoknya(24 Agustus 2007)
abis istirahat pertama
gw bikin surat pake stabilo merah ke temen gw yg ikut merencanakan kue surprise si Pepen
dan isinya "Nat2,kue Pepen mana?"
tadinya gw mau berencana oper itu surat ke Nat2
eh tiba2 si ketua kelas betina kepo nan liar ini
ngambil2 kertas yg ada di meja gw
tanpa merasa bersalah dia bilang,"apaan tuh stabilo merah2?"
dan gw lgsg ngerebut itu tulisan dari pegangan ketua kelas gw itu
dan dy ngakaaak
ternyata dy ud sempet baca surat bertuliskan "Nat2,kue Pepen mana?"
yeeee
gagal surprisenye deh
HAHAHAHH begok!

untungnya pas udah bel pulang ternyata kuenya belom dateng2 jg
jadi temen2 kelas gw yg laen lgsg bilang
"ah,senen aje lah kuenya"
"udah males nih"
"mau pulang ah"

yudah kelas gw yg ada di lantai 3 lgsg sepi aj gtu
dan pupus harapan utk ngasi surprise
hahah
tapi si Pepen ketua kelas betina itu dengan pd-nya
masih nunggu didepan kelas dan bercengkrama2 dgn yg lain
hahahah mungkin lg mikir "Mana yee kue gw?"
hahah gtw jg deh --"

karena udah males
gw jg lgsg turun tangga
dan ninggalin ketua kelas gw itu
dan beberapa temen2nya yg lagi ngobrol2

eh eh ternyata
kuenya dateng cuy!
langsung deh
temen2 yg ud pd mau balik
lgsg dipanggilin lg atu2
dan kita bikin surprisenya dilantai dasar
di lobby deket parkiran sekolah

Si Pepen keliatannya udah males jg
jadi dy turun deh kebawah
mgkn dy pikir kuenya emg bener2 dateng pas hari senen
dan di lobby langsung deh
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEPEN...HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEPEN..."
dan yeaa
yg tadinya udah gak surprise
jadi surprise lg gara2 kue yg dateng telat
hahahah begooo begooo
dan kyk biasa lah
apalagi kalo gak tiup lilin
potong kue
makan kue
dan maen colek2an kue(basi sih emang)
hahaahah

oke deh
met ultah ketua kelas betina si PEPEN

2007-08-25T00:02:00.000+07:00

wew tanggal 22 Agustus kemaren bener2 bikin otot gw meringis
gara2 lomba tarik tambang di sekolah
trus gw di posisi paling belakang
dan dengan sekuat tenaga
hahahahah
bsoknya lgsg pegel2 tangan gw
--"

btw paginye pas upacara bendera gw telat dtg 15 menit looo
gara2 kecapekan abis study tour kemarennya
hahahahah
tapi dengan trik bulus gw
akhirnya gw dpt mengikuti upacara tanpa ketahuan telat
HAHAHAHAHAH

BBB @ the mall

2007-08-18T03:08:00.000+07:00

2 days before
me and my friends were going to Kelapa Gading Mall after school
My friend John drove his'super hyper oldskool car' for us
wew mobilnya manteb banget
serasa pgn gw colong pas ga ad org
sampe2 my friend Helen said
"Waduuu berasa Realita Cinta dan rock and Roll"
wkwkwk --"
(gimane mw Realita cinta Rock n Roll kalo perut gw blendun begini?)

The craziness blew up @ the mall
2 boys 2 girls
wearing highschool uniform
feeling like students in BBB
(Ayudiah sitha,Chelsea,Dimas Beck,Raffi Achmad)
(where's laudya cynthia bella?)
(gtw,lagi mandi kali)

the backsound was really supporting the BBB atmosphere
we were dancing like BBB at the mall
we knew that was so goddamn silly
but that's what we do if we get stressed

then we went karoke
dan tentunya
2 single BBB terbaru dialunkan dengan bombastisnya
HAGAHAGAHAGA

1st single:
"lihat dj memainkan musik disco dimulaaaiii....haiiiiiii(dengan nada superhiper fals ala Chelsea Olivia)..."

2nd single:
"once upon a time..ada sebuah bintang...bla bla bla...dan yang terbaik selamanya bersamaaa(what the hell is that lyric?Feeling like Melly Goeslaw or 'Melly pergi hukum' has no idea of makin any wothier song --")
(Liat aja lagu i'm sorry goodbye yg nyampur2 bahasa juga,haduh tape de)

minggat dari topik melly

the puncak of peristiwa was
when we had lunch at A&W
wew
satu persatu personil BBB wannabes
masuk ke A&W dengan gaya yang soooo BBB

walk,jump,and swing
wew bayangin aj ndiri gimana gak kurang BBB
sampe2 petugas BBB
eh petugas A&W maksud gw
langsung ngakak gila pas ngeliat gw dan temen2 gila gw

sebenernya masi banyak hal2 gila ala BBB yg blom gw ceritain
i just soo sleepy rite now

dan inilah akhir dari cerita
BBB tanpa 'Laudya Chyntia Bella lagi mandi' yang sedang jalan2 ke mol

cao!

NB:Gw baru nyadar kalo gw sama Melly Pergihukum ga ada bedanya,sama2 sok nyampur 2 bahasa --"

gg..oh so gg..

SAINS or SOCIAL?

2007-06-21T09:47:00.000+07:00

SAINS or SOCIAL?
kadang2 bisa jadi pertanyaan berat buat anak kelas satu yg mau pilih jurusan
tapi,sebenernya gak sesulit itu juga
asal udah tau fakultas apa yang mau dipilih pas kuliah
dan harus bener2 sesuai sama kemampuan lo dan minat lo juga
dulunya gw mikir kalo gw harus masuk IPA
gw berusaha menggebu2 buat masuk situ
padahal gw tau fakultas yg gw pilih nanti gak mengharuskan gw masuk IPA
tapi...
yaaa karena salah persepsi itu
dulu gw pikir IPA is the best
derajatnya lebih tinggi dari IPS
sampe akhirnnya gw ngerasain kalo gw gak mampu di pelajaran IPA
dan ternyata itupun yang bisa mengubah pola pikiran gw yang salah selama ini --"

ambil contoh salah satu temen gw
gw tau nilai dia bagus di IPA(dan sedikit sirik sebenernya)
trus gw tanya
berikut percakapan sengit antara gw dan temen gw

gw(g)
temen gw(t)
g:eh,lo mau masuk iap ato ips?
t:ipa aj,dulu ngko gw goblok bener ga bisa masuk ipa
g:(gw nyesek juga,secara gw lemah di matfiskim,dy bilang goblok.huih sialan).........alesan lu apa?
t:ya...bagus aja
g:hah?emang mau ambil fakultas apa lo coy?
t:bisnis kayaknya
g:(otak gw langsung berpikir secara keras dan membawa gw kepada proyeksi jiwa yang menggebu2 dalam perasaan yang berkecambuk asmara)........trus ap gunanya masuk ipa?wong lo mau ambil bisnis...
t:gapapa,ipa bagus!
g:(langsung memasang muka kesal dan mencari topik pembicaraan lain)

nah,dari situ gw tau
persepsi orang masih banyak yang salah
dia pikir IPA selalu yang paling bagus
selalu yang paling sukses
selalu yang paling tinggi derajatnya
selalu yang paling pinter
selalu yang paling paling paling dan paling kepaling-palingan...--"
padahal LO GAK AKAN DAPET BEKAL BANYAK DI IPA KALO FAKULTAS YANG LO PILIH NANTINYA EMANG LEBIH MENGARAH KE IPS
bener kan?
masalahnya persepsi orang tentang paling kepaling2annya anak2 IPA itu yang musti berubah

coba lo bayangin
semuaaaaaaaa pengen masuk IPA
semuaaaaaaaaaaaaaa pengen berusaha mati2an masuk IPA
padahal sometimes dy gak perlu jurusan itu
ato bahkan gak terlalu mampu dijurusan IPA tapi teteup maksain diri
haduuuhh
gak bisa bayangin gw kalo pola pikiran yang kayak begitu aja masi susah berubah
sampe2 bonyok dari seorang anak yang masuk IPS karena nilai IPAnya menunjukan gak mampu,masih ngotot dan maksain anaknya sekolah di sekolah yg gampang biar di terima di IPA
tapi sebenernya terserah kita juga mau pilih jurusan apa
tapi
gw cuman pgn pikiran kita berubah aja tentang derajat IPA yang lebih tinggi dari IPS
hahah
YA GAK?

ya segitu saja deh
semoga dapat merubah pikiran pembacanya
hahaha

2007-06-21T09:43:00.000+07:00

hah
akhirnya kesampean bikin blog
salam kenal semuanyaaa
hahah
biasa anak kampung baru bikin blog
norak gtu
hahah NORAK!